the SWEET cupcake monster

One of the many reasons you should be a teacher

2012-01-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

So, yesterday I was talking about this gangsta-class rite. Just so you know, they are super active kids that can't really sit still for long but really like copying stuff on the board type. They also like to play pranks on each other. In the middle of the lesson.

This one kid was pranked by one of the classmates. I didn't noticed who because it was happening all so fast. Someone put chewing gum on the chair and he happily sat down and went on and on yapping in the classroom disturbing others.

Suddenly, when he stood up, his pants was all ruined because of the chewing gum earlier. He got the surprised of his life. I was prepared for the worst (in case he challenged whoever did that to him).

He did not.

Lucky me.

Instead, he was trying to get the gum off.

How?

By standing in the middle of the classroom and peeling the gum off. AT HIS BUTT area.

I was like, "You may go to the toilet." But no, he stood there, shamelessly, peeling it off.

The best part came later.

After letting the kids went for their reccess, I was slowly keeping my stuff together before leaving the class. The kids like to hang out and chat with me. They even like to escort me to the staffroom.

As I was chatting aimlessly, I noticed the kid had the pants on the table. This time rubbing it off with water and peeling it off using scissors. I was in awed.

Yes, he did. He actually took off his pants. HE TOOK OFF HIS PANTS IN THE CLASSROOM.

So, he was cleaning the gum pants in his BLUE FLOWERY boxer shorts. Not that I want to know that much about him, but I did. And something that you have seen can never be unseen.

On the bright side, he managed to clean the pants.

Happiness comes in different ways

2012-01-17T15:50:00.004+08:00

Upon meeting Felicia for morning drinks, she greeted me, "Babe, why are you so happy? With all smiles."

Or was it that she just straightaway said, "Babe, I'm hungry."

Anyway,

I told her about my happiness that day. I managed to make the form five boys of the so-gangsta-class tangkap leleh. I was on cloud nine. I used Christina Perry's A thousand years with them. And thery were all, "One step cloooooooooooooooser."

They were all singing and feeling jiwang weyh. And they even managed to say, "Cher, bluetooth cher." Oh yes, Cher is my nama manja with them. LOL!

Today, I am happy too. Apart form eating scrumptious Nasi Lemak Special, I also receive a happy news. Two new MALE English teacher are here. Single? I was just wondering on Saqinah's behalf. Weehoo! I can bully some juniors now.

And soon, a-nine-day-holidays. Bliss!

But for now off to Rumah Merah practice.

Saqinah told me to list down why I love him and keep it safe in case I ever forget about them

2012-01-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

One thing I always keep in mind. Never try to change him. Let him be himself. Allow him to act silly. Let him has his free time. Accept his friends. Permit him some breather. Because at the end of the day that is the person I fall in love with. The quirks and all.

If I ever limit him, how can he be the guy that I adore?

The one who is my bestfriend and would listen to all thewhining. The one who has 'Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde' syndrome. The one whose brain is full with nonsensical facts but blur with general knowledge. The one that would carry all the bags for me. The one with funny friends. The one who would endure hours and hours of Alanis Morissette and Yuna. The one who needs a push to get things done. The one who always has the answer to everything. The one with great taste in sitcoms (and girl). The one who sleeps like there's no tomorrow (I don't adore this but accept it). The one who knows a lot about local and international artists. The one who likes to walk (read: walk). The one who would never admit that he is scared of those green slimy reptile. The one who would follow patienly as I browse through handbags and shoes. The one with time management issues. The one who would sing and make all the guitar noises for me to sleep.

And yes.

Sometime it is a struggle but I will try my very best.

Because I love him.

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-11T16:12:00.001+08:00

Guess what level am I teaching?

Bagai ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapak

2012-01-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

I have been meaning to write about this for awhile. As long as I started to feel it but I am that girl who like to proscatinate.

As I mentioned earlier my mom had successfully undergone bypass and now she is just recovering at home for around three months. Well, one of the possible reason for her condition is stress related to work as she is kinda workaholic and also perfectionist (sometimes to point that drives me mad).

So, while resting at home, she still contacted her school and getting updates. She also received/exchanged emails with her PKs. She couldn't let her reign over them as she needed the school to be perfect administrating wise.

My dilemma is that while my elder brother keeps getting furious over this matter and bans her from the computer (oh yes he bans her), I keep on helping her out. He forbids her from doing and even thinking about possible stressful things.

I will be the one who helps her out. Any simple detail that she doesn't know I will aid her and be at her side. She doesn't know how to copy, how to make this thing bigger, or that thing there but make sure it is also here, I make it happen. I am the enabler.

My logic, let her do things that makes happy. I will help her out as far as I can. That is how I am keeping her from being stressful. I'll do the complicated-ish part. I do the hard work while she edits. Sometimes from afar sometimes on her own.

She keeps telling stories how my brother wouldn't let her do this and that because he cares. Proudly. That sting a little. Is it I don't care? That is why I am enabling here? Should I not let her do it? Should I not drive her to school where she found out only one clerk left for the school (the other two were on holidays) and went beserk right there and then? Should I just let her take the cab?

It is just like when she was just out of her operation (like maybe 4-5 days), she didn't really eat anything and she felt like she wanted to eat nasi goreng at Pak Chu's. So I told my brother who was on his way to get food for us who were in the hospital. He was furious at me. He said mean things.

Here I was just thinking, let her eat what she wanted as she barely eat anything. And she was telling me how it would be nice and lovely if she can eat that. I just told my brother, "you tell her that yourself. I won't deny her that." At the end of the story he brought us the nasi goreng but she just ate like 4 spoons. She knew she wasn't supposed to eat but she wants it. So she just had a little to satisfy the cravings.

Yes, I am the enabler. And yes I always feel guilty of being that. Just like I don't love her enough to say no.

Lesson on Life

2012-01-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

You know how I always dread the day I have to go back to GM. I was always wishing that I don't have to reach GM soon and have exxxtra and longer time before I offically have to go back. So, on this one particular day, my wish was granted but not in a good way. Lesson learned!

Not only the supposedly 3pm bus was late (only arriving nearly arond 4pm), it was sorta broken too. I did not know this at that time as I planned to sleep and sleep only. At first it stopped somewhere in a petrol station before Bentong's tol. And I waited.

And we waited.

I had no idea what we were waiting for but we waited patiently nonetheless. I wasn't really complaining as the air-conditioner was on and I can sleep soundly. But I did not sleep! I can't! I don't know why.

So, after a LONG while, I noticed the mechanic came and fixed something near the tyre and I learned that something like spring was broken and without it the bus will be bouncy and not pleasant. Me in aircond is a good passenger you see.

Then, only around 6.30pm we left the petrol station. Just a little bit after Kuala Lipis bus station the thingie broke again. And yes, we bounced along the 'smooth' road to GM. We bounced and bounced like we were riding horses. And worse of all, I had to pee. Like serious one.

And we bounced.

The driver stopped twice to try and fix the thingie but with no success. And we kept on bouncing with my muka ketat due to my pee situation. I was more pissed off that I couldn't sleep. With all the bouncing and all the not peeing.

We stopped for more than thirty minutes in Merapoh (another 30minutes beofre reaching GM) and I got to pee. I was on cloud nine. Oh, happiness.

And we continued bouncing to GM. We reached around 12pm. Yet, the bus still had to continue the journey to KB. Bouncing style.

So, I would never wished like that anymore. I wish that I get to transfer. Now, pray for me.

Bagai lalang yang ditiup angin

2012-01-07T15:23:00.002+08:00

HR: What did you do today?
Me: Cabut rumput kat belakang. Panjang sangat.
HR: Wah, rajinnya dia.
Me: Mestilah. Rumput tu dah paras pinggang.
HR: Pinggang sapa?
Me: Pinggang I lah.
HR: Itu bukan rumput dah tu. Itu lalang.
Me: Urkk.

Of John C Riley

2011-12-30T17:58:00.002+08:00

Recently, HR gave me this song. A dedication for me. I love the lyric while loves the singer. So, I am just gonna post the lyric here. A reminder to self that I can do what is implied in the lyric if the time ever come.

I have a perfect life

You are the perfect wife

I don't know why

I sit and cry

And now I miss you so

Please don't let me go

I'll make mistakes and that is true

At least I learn each time I do

Darling, you must believe

I could never leave you if I tried

A life without you is no life at all

Tears fall in vain

I'm standing in the rain

No matter how I feel

I never seem to know what's real

So sharpen up your knives

Stab me in the eyes

I want to cry rivers of blood

I want to drown myself in your love

Darling, you must believe

I could never leave you if I tried

A life without you is no life at all

Wordless Wednesday

2011-12-28T13:18:00.002+08:00

It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter. ~Marlene Dietrich

We are human after all.

2011-12-27T11:00:00.000+08:00

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Each one of us have different priorities and views. I think no one is supposed to be wrong or right. We are just diverse individuals because we think differently.

When stating one opinion, one should be careful. Even though one is very sure one is right. Say it nicely. Write it with wisdom. Don't simply accuse. Use appropriate language.

What you say define who you are.

Last dating of the year

2011-12-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Gosh, yesterday was so tiring but fun. We planned to watch a movie but due to time constraint, we didn't.

We only shop, shop and shop. Which I loike too.

We bought some stuff for hantaran.

I love the purchase. Mostly for HR. I, on the other hand, am so cerewet. We only bought one for moi. A purple perfume. Which I love so much.

Grenade

2011-12-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

The other day, my eldest bro was singing to Bruno Mars song, Count on Me. I told him that he should check out the "Marry You" song. It is catchy too.

He was like, "Tak main r lagu kawen-kawen."

I was like, "That's why you are still single. You have so many 'friends' kan?"

LOL

Yahoo!

2011-12-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

One of my proudest achievement in this year school holiday, no, in my life is buying the toilet seat for my bathroom toliet bowl.

For those who are famliliar with my bathroom, now my toilet bowl is complete. Hahaha.

You all should be proud of me. One of my achievement! It has been years since it is without toilet seat.

Anyway, I just bought it, I forced Mard to pasang it for me.

p/s: Now, now, about the door..

My mom is the best mom in the world

2011-12-14T14:50:00.001+08:00

These days my food cabinet is full with boring and healthy food. Like dry biscuits, all kind of oatmeal (you will be surprised of the diversity), muesli, herbs tea and fruits (which I like!).

These are mostly gift from when people come and visit my mom. I am happy to annouce that some of the stuff are from my friends. Go my friends!

For those who don't know, my mom undergone her bypass surgery less than two months ago. It was due to some heart issues that I don't feel like elaborating. It was a difficult situation for everyone in the family.

Being the only daughter and yet stucked in GM sucks ball, I tell you!

Anyhow, she is recovering well. Fast, I would say.

Thanks for all the wishes and prayers.

p/s: She is well enough to go venue/catering hunting with me. But not for long. So it is a daily routine for us to go hunting but only for a few short hours and near places and not to many movement needed.

wedding bellls

2011-12-13T16:34:00.001+08:00

*
Me: What theme colour you want for the wedding?
HR: Blue.
Me: What blue? Baby blue? Tiffany blue? Sky blue? Turquoise blue?
HR: Ha? What? This blue. *referring to my blouse*
Me: This? Ok. Mine I want *blablablablabla*

*
HR: I think I want the Adil Blue not the BN Blue.
Me: If my mom heard that, it is the end of the world for you.
HR: Oh. Don't tell her that.

*
HR : I found it!
Me: What?
HR: It is called Cyan.
Me: What?
HR: The blue. It is called Cyan Blue or Biru Firus.

p/s: Just a quick reminder, this blog might be filled with wedding posts from now on.

It's the littlest thing.

2011-12-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

I learned to appreciate small things as I grew older.

Like the other day me and my bff, Hani (I couldn't mention her real name for undisclosed reason) went to watch Ombak Rindu. The movie was ok.

Anyway, the girl (I'm guessing around my age) who sat beside me was watching the movie with the BF. You know the girl must have insist (read: force) the BF to watch the movie with her since her BF was so annoying to the point that I wished I could just throw him out. I didn't do that because it was just Ombak Rindu. If it was Breaking Dawn, I might just yell at him right there and then.

So, he was not so quiet, kept on complaining and laughing at the teary scene. He also put his foot up. He was sorta acting out to show that he was more than a man to watch that movie. Showed off his testosterone. So that people wont judge him for watching that kinda movie.

My point is I learned to appreciate HR more. He will never act out like that even though I forced him to various kinda girlie shows including 'John Tucker Must Die'. He will sit there with me either to watch or to sleep depending on the show but he will be there. Even as I gogugugagaover Jacob Black or Shamsul Yusof (Yes, I go gugugaga over Shamsul Yusoff).

He respects me enough to listen as I babble about the sequence of Twilight, I narrate the chick-lit books and explain the meaning of Yuna's songs. He will try and understand my craziness over some weird girls thing that he could never put a grasp on.

So, for the best boyfriend ever,

Happy Birthday, love!!!

You are the one for me.

This is to our hopes and dreams.

The perfect plan

2011-12-05T10:08:00.002+08:00

The day before, HR and I went to the city of Merlion, Singapore. The itinerary was handled 100% by him and I was so proud of him. He has grown!

I even told him that he can plan our honeymoon. This was before we started the journey.

He planned meticulously to every final detail. He made sure everything was perfect. Well, of course everything was not perfect because we found some glitches but nothing that couldn't be handled. Plus it is circumstances glitches that couldn't be predicted. Still great plan. And of course, we were lucky since the weather was perfect. It was not raining until around six-ish which was when it was time for us to go home.

We went to some of the iconic places in Singapore as planned. Even more than planned since we had extra cash and I decided not to shop in Singapore. It was awesome. I was smiling in all of the pictures.

But, I took back what I said about planning for our honeymoon. Sorry, love.

His awesome plan as awesome as it is involved a lot of walking. A LOT OF WALKING. Which can't be help since that's the only route, I know. But it was still a lot of walking.

Still, love, I have decided that I am gonna choose the destination and the activity for the honeymoon. And yes the only walking we are going to do is shopping in air-conditioned mall.

Of mini me and him

2011-12-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

*
Ten : You should start buying some kitchen stuff.
Me : What? Where to put?
Ten : Eh, you have to start planning. About the future. How many kids do you want?
Me : Hmm.. I don't know. Four, five.
Ten : Ok. How many kids HR wants?
Me : However many I want. You see? The beauty of the relationship.

*
Me: Ten mentioned that we should discuss our future.
HR: Ok. What about our future?
Me: How about kids? How many?
HR: What? Urm.. 2, 3 maybe. White Stripes only has two members.
Me: So?
HR: They can do 2-man-band. Or four like SOAD *listed some band names* Ah, what about five iron frenzy?
Me: What? They have like 7 members rite?
HR: Yeah, it's not like I ask for SuperJunior.
Me: Dang! Not that many.
HR: One of them should be tahfiz kan? Not the first one kan?
Me: Why not? Oklah tuh. Alang-alang boleh jadi Rabbani.

p/s: How many kids do you want?

Breaking Dawn pun kena censored tau

2011-12-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

redha itu ikhlas,

pasrah itu menyerah.

-ombak rindu, 2011

p/s: Lisa Surihani macam tak sesuai jadi watak perempuan gedix, kan?

Sky Net makes me on cloud nine

2011-12-03T23:37:00.003+08:00

I almost forgot, I received this the other day. I am on cloud nine. I love it so much. Even my mom loves it so much. Will definitely buy more of this next time.

I don't really like crowded places.

2011-12-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

You know how I am so lazy to watch or read news. Gossips, on the other hand, I loike!

So, Felicia has always been my source of news. Earthquake in Japan, flood in Thailand or whatever. Her source of news also includes Tweet and FB gossips. She is also my source of teaching aids and ideas.

Anyway, my main point being, recently, after long hiatus of me taking LRT, I used the service again. I noticed new thing about LRT.

THIS.

Now, LRT operates using this coin-shaped-thingie instead of the usual card.

It took me several minutes to process how to use the chip. I was somewhat surprised to receive the chip from the counter person. I blinked a few minutes. Then only I, on my own, figured things out.

Its new. Its ok.

But for me, it is easier to lose as it is so tiny. And so round.

p/s: Felicia, I need you here. Don't you dare move to NZ before I got transferred.

It was only the after four days of downloading GG, I got to watch it.

2011-12-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

That is how busy I am.

I downloaded Gossip Girl on Monday night, and I only managed to steal sometime tonight. I've been superduper busy and honestly, I like it.

I had been receiving and entertaining many guests.

Now, I'm off to be someone else's guest.

p/s: Gossip Girl is very important to me, ok.

Olive Shoe

2011-11-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

I have been having a great holiday. Definition of great - lazing around the house with nothing to do. Greatness.

When Mard came by only I went out. We watched the pontianak movie. Or as I prefer it to be a serigala jadian movie. Mard even said it was an awesome movie for a "Twilight-virgin". That is what she called herself anyway. We ate meatballs. Oh, only I ate it since she is allergic to meat. Oh, we even went to Jaa's wedding and met a few IPBArians mostly PISIMPs.

Tomorrow, gonna foster some ASIA people. From Brunei and Japan specifically. And sending Mard off to Batu Pahat.

Off to bed~

Apps for Apps

2011-11-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

Recently, HR bought a smartphone. After months of me insisting it.

Now, I regretted it.

He keeps downloading ridiculous apps and keeping me posted. Boasting about each apps.

Like apps that count how many footsteps he had walked. And other weird apps.

And he is so darn proud about it.

It is what we call planning, moron!

2011-11-19T08:51:00.000+08:00

I always believe that I am a team player. I can work well with others. So, whenever my school is throwing events, you can see me in charge of something. I am not much of a complainer but so far I can say none of events in my school not requiring me to do something. So far, I follow the rules and play nice.

You should know that my school is a large school with around 90 teachers (just morning session) but yet my name has never failed to be listed with all sort of AJK. And yes there are some bunch of teachers who are lazy asses. And they are rewarded with no work because they are known to be lazy.

That's just my school drama.

Anyway, today is my school is having an LDP session. And yes, I am at home.

It is not that I am rebelling.

They only announced about the LDP on Thursday in a four hours school meeting. And I already bought ticket to go home. It is school holiday. I might complain and consider if they mentioned it one week earlier.

On top of that, the school is only giving out the AJK list on an event (the serahan RM100) which be held tomorrow in that same meeting. Of course, my name is listed. Again, I stressed that already bought ticket to go home.

On top of all, they will only post the Senarai Guru Bertugas Semasa Cuti today. It is so not my fault if I didn't show up to bertugas because you put the list to the very last minute.

If you can stop talking and yapping but plan stuff earlier not in such short notice, I might be at school and participated with not much sincerity. Still, I would come and smile. I might not be writing this post.

On the positive side, since you did not plan, I can be home earlier.

The result

2011-11-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

I never really rant about my school. I always try to keep it positive. Not because I love the school, it is more because I love myself. Keeping it positive in writing can actually help me keeping it positive in mind.Thus keeping me sane in this place.

And I need to keep it positive for at least another year.

Haish~

p/s: Another news, there were supposed to be 15 teachers in my school who got the transfer BUT suddenly were actually told that the offer had been revoked. Even in the online thingie. So, in the end,only 2 teachers get to leave the school. Cruel rite?

Excuses, I know

2011-11-06T08:23:00.000+08:00

Ok, I rarely wash my car when I'm in GM. That is no news.

Apart from being kedekut, there are not many options of car wash here. There are some, but most of them look too dodgy.

My excuse of not washing the car at home? My next-door-neighbour are mostly single males. On both side. They like to do what males like to do. So, we usually stay inside. As much as possible. If we really need to go out, we quickly do it. Yeah, they also like to bersidai outside their house.

When I arrived from GM last Thursday, my car, which is not so clean, became so dirty. With mud and rain and dirt and red soil.

It felt like I just arrive from some pretty ulu place. Which is quite true.

Urgh, wash car quickly to enter civilization. Anyway,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!

p/s: I cuti sampai hari Selasa. Yay!

So what if we need to ask our moms permission to go dating?

2011-11-05T18:19:00.002+08:00

Me: Here, Here! (Pulling him to the glass display)
HR: Ahh, yang tu ok kot. 2 ribu je.
Me: Alaa, I nak yang tu. (Pointing to bigger stone)
HR: Agak-agak jual buah pinggang berapa ye? I boleh je hidup guna satu buah pinggang.
Me: LOL.

Who needs sleep when you can watch movies instead?

2011-10-31T21:13:00.001+08:00

I watched a bunch of movies yesterday.Four movies, to be exact. This is me catching up on the movie fiasco.

So, the best one is Horrible Bosses. It is HR kinda movie. Smart jokes and wittinness. Directed by one of his favourite guys, Seth Rogen. The movie is awsome. Well, the company too.

Water for Elephant is a snooze. Typical love story. Maybe the setting is different,circus. It is mainly about a boy loves a girl he can't have but the boy gets the girl anyway.

Sucker Punch sucks.

Re-watch Killers because Saqinah hasn't watch it yet. I like drooling over Ashton Kutcher, all over again. Who wouldn't want Ashton as her guy?

Today is superheroes day. I got Green Lantern and Captain America line up. Yes, I haven't watch those movies.

=)

2011-10-27T21:13:00.001+08:00

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that
they can grow separately without growing apart.
~Elisabeth Foley

Yes, I borrowed the book entitled Manisnya Cinta

2011-10-27T09:49:00.001+08:00

First of all, let me start off by saying I am a patriotic person. And I love my country.

So, I was very happy when I realized that there's a Pustaka Komuniti at JJ near my house. It is a some sort of mini library by Perpustakaan Negara. Oh, I love to read. A lot.

As I checked out the library, I thought to myself, the collection of English novels are quiet awesome. Not to mention the great amount of quantity. So I thought that I am lucky to have this book heaven near my house which has decent parking spaces.

That day, I decided to become a member. And straightaway borrowed some books to bring back to Gua Musang. I had chosen a few titles. Apparently, at that time, the system is down so I was unable to join the membership. I was disappointed. I put back the books.

So, the next weekend that I returned to KL, I went back there to check the membership form that I had manually fill. You know how excited I was? I arrived at 9.30a.m only to realize that it opened at 10.00a.m (well, that is after waiting for thirty minutes or so). But, since I am now on official member, I borrowed a few books.

Weeks later, upon returning the book, I spent my time, choosing books. There was not so many titles that I like anymore but I patiently browsed and browsed. After almost half an hour of carefully selecting and putting the book down at the counter, I was told the system was down. I could not borrow them.

Oh I was pissed.

I just put the books down there and left. I could not contain my anger. That auntie who was so busy yapping about on the phone might just get a mouthful from me.

Come on la~ You saw me tertonggeng-tonggeng looking for books, have la the courtesy to tell me the system was down. It was just a waste of time and energy. Not to mention, the fact that 2 out of 3 times I was there, the system was down.

So much for being lucky.

Maybe they should just opt for borrowing manually.

Izinkan aku mengomel dalam bahasa ibundaku di Hari Deepavali ini

2011-10-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

Ko tahu tak aku tak pernah sibuk sangat-sangat kat sekolah sehingga tak makan. Sehinggalah semalam. Ke hulu-hilir menguruskan kanak-kanak tingkatan lima yang akan SPM. Memanglah aku guru kelas untuk pelajar Tingkatan 5A7 (kelas hujung), aku pun merajinkan diri mengambil 25 orang lagi anak tiri 5S2. Kesian, ibu mereka bersalin. Menguruskan perihal SPM yang remeh-temeh. Jamuan hujung tahun. SPBT. Yuran sekolah. Aku jugak berkerjaran membuat ujian lisan untuk tingkatan dua yang sangatlah last minute, I lupa uolls~ Kanak-kanak tingkatan dua ini juga akan periksa akhir tahun, terkejarlah aku lagi. Itulah nasib diri kerana CRK yang lama minggu lepas atas sebab peribadi. Nasib baik kanak-kanak tingkatan empat dah tamat peperiksaan BI dan dah tutup buku. Kertas peperiksaan mereka pun dah siap tanda.

Aku hanya rasa lapar sangat apabila dah masuk kereta dan menyamankannya dengan penghawa dingin. Dan aku perlu berkejaran lagi untuk pulang ke Kuala Lumpur tercinta pada pukul 2.00 petang. Maka, aku pun tak pedulikan perasaan lapar kerana aku akan pulang.

Happy Diwali~

Say our prayers

2011-10-19T04:44:00.000+08:00

On our way back to GM by bus, me and Saqinah were blabbing about something. I can't really remember but at one point we were complaining about the bus and the journey. Suddenly, as I was yapping on and on about being lenguh bontot, she clapped her hand. In sheer happiness.

"Yay!!! Kita dah sampai!"

Me, with my eyes rolled at her, said, "What's so yay about arriving in GM?!?! It is just GM."

"Yelah. Sekurang-kurangnya kita dah sampai."

Fine!

Dah sampai.

Di sini.

You don't realize how much you miss him...

2011-10-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

.... until you see him looking that awesome in a video in someone else's blog.

*
Few weeks back

HR: Eh, they cancelled the tuition la.
Me: Gosh, dah sampai tempat tusyen baru nak cakap. Hampeh je. So what are you up to?
HR: Ajak Dyau dinner la.
Me: Dyau, Dyau, Dyau! Asyik-asyik Dyau~
HR: Eh, mana ade la. Dah dua minggu tau tak jumpa dia.
Me: Ces, boleh plak ingat berapa lama tak jumpa.

*
Last nite

Me: You think I am being silly writing that my mind is wise in the last entry?
HR: No. You are wise.
Me: Am not. I think it's too over the top.
HR: No.. No lah.. You are wise. That's why you choose me.

Black Widow

2011-10-16T19:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I wish that my wise mind would just follow my wild heart.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-10-12T16:20:00.001+08:00

SMK Bandar Chiku

Tropical Summer

2011-10-10T20:16:00.004+08:00

After reading this, I asked HR the same question.

Me : You think you ever gonna kahwin dua?
HR: No lah. You are my only one.
Me: Yeah, rite. Will you keep your word?
HR: Ye la sayang... But, you never said anything about kahwin tiga.

*Agak-agak aku nak bersedia untuk baling apa yer?

All I Can

2011-10-09T20:00:00.001+08:00

Do you know how easily I can cry?

Easy.

There is one time when I was so hungry that I didn't know what to do. I had no food. I had some sources to buy food but I was too tired and too lazy. So I cried. Silly.

Easypeeesy.

In my form 5 class when I was teaching the poem, 'In the midst of hardship'. I was reading the poem with feeling and explaining to them line by line. I was so touched by the strength that my tears dropped. I had to look away to ensure none of the kids saw me.

Recently.

Invigilating PMR. There's a few kids that I was sure so poor that they could not afford pens or pencils. They brought it but you can see that it's too short or too used. Or maybe they did forget about it but they looked so poor that I was sure, they could not afford it. One kid in particular did not have an eraser. At first, I wasn't to sure if he had it or not. But after a while I saw a few dirty spots on the OMR paper like he tried to rub it with merely his fingers. I am all tears weyh.

Another story.

You know how it is the rainy season especially here in Kelantan. You know how GM is so huge with so many empty spaces but not so many schools. So, I saw a kid was riding a motorcycle in a heavy rain to get home after PMR. There's no shelter if he needed to stop so he continued on. He was so wet and I didn't think that he can barely see much in the rain. Even, me driving in the car was struggle. I can't help him. So, I cried. Wishing he can get home safely and he will not get a fever so that he can continue to take his PMR.

I know you miss me

2011-10-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

Today is a productive day for me.

I managed to clean all my dirty clothes in the hamper. I never had such a huge pile up of dirty clothes. I prefer to wash daily than weekly. However, invigilating PMR really made me tired me. Woke up so early in the morning and returned only after Asar. It's a 40 minutes drive with all kinds of lorries and huge cars. I did not have the time in my hand. It's only between sleeping, eating and resting.

I finished tuition for my 4S1. I mean, I just took over the class. I felt that these bunch of happy people should get extra attention. With me being away for almost two weeks (due to the PMR) and the exam starting on the 11th October, I was worried. Now I am worry-free. I hope they can get the marks they deserve after two days of tutoring them.

I had a breakfast outside with Saqinah. Which was awesome. I never really eat out in the morning. Usually, because I woke up late on the weekends. But there's also this excuse that we are not really sure of which kedai serve good breakfast.

We hang out at the sungai near our house. So near that we can actually walk. But of course we didn't. I got to rendam my feet while Syaz tried her new polaroid camera. Next, we managed to locate the supposed to be famouse eating spot in Gua Madu (after so many phone calls and u-turn). Overall, the food was okay. But the scenery was awesome.

Mostly, I managed to eat a lot.

Next on my agenda is to fill the claim form for PMR, cabut rumput and sweep and mop the room/house.

Oh, man! It's raining. The rumput has to wait, again~

The Cat Burglar

2011-10-07T18:51:00.002+08:00

I don't actually particularly like cats. It i s more like I have no feeling towards cats. I mean they are cute and all. But as long as they are being cute elsewhere and being care of by others, I am fine with it.

I mean I don't go and suddenly sepak kucing out of nowhere. But disturbing and invading my freedom to sidai baju outside my own house, I hate it. Stop harassing my legs and let me sidai baju in peace. I had to kais the kucing from my leg. But when the cat didnt get the message I was forced to sepak it. I don't like myself when I did that. But I had to.

The cat forced me to enter my own house in speed of light to avoid it coming in the house - I freaking hate you. Now, invading my own freedom in my own room. Damn you. I can't open my window freely; in case the cat jumps into our house.

I might actually run over the cat one day.

I am not particularly a violent person.

I stress that I have indifferent feeling towards cats. But making me live in fear, I might just do it.

This is not the first time the cat has troubled me.

It actually left something inside our house before. It almost made us puke. It is worse than a simple tahi kucing.

Splurge Like a Girl

2011-10-03T03:35:00.000+08:00

Before I got my first paycheck (which I only received after 5 months of working), I have been saying to myself, I want to buy something (A THING) that signifies my very own first pay check. Something major.

So, I said to myself, get jewellery. Gold is always good. A simple ring or a cute bracelet.

In the end, I ended up with a Blackberry. Instead of peer pressure, it's family pressure. But I love my purchase.

But, I still linger on the jewellery.

And I bought it. Self-satisfaction.

udunneedamantobuyunicebling

Yes, I know you cant really see it. It is meant to be that way. Self-satisfaction, remember. Just know, that it truly bling.

KL again

2011-10-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

I know I am supposed to be on a tight budget. I should not splurge around much. I know. I feel like I can disciplined myself better when I am in GM.

Who am I kidding? It is not discipline. It is actually because there is nothing there to be splurged on. Nothing. Nadaa. That's why.

So, I tried limiting my numbers of going back to this awesome place I call home, KL. Which so far I haven't succeeded.

KL is far too awesome.

So, following my mother's advices and pleads, I completed the egtukar. Now, let's just pray.

So what if I will be on a tighter budget if I am in KL? As long as, I am home rite (READ: i ain't need to pay rent, internet bills or any other bills).

AND HAPPY. HAPPILY BROKE.

I am giddy today

2011-09-30T15:14:00.001+08:00

That is what 2 hours alone with Taylor makes me feel like.

I know, I know.. but I would still say alone.

The Luxury of Arguing

2011-09-23T02:46:00.000+08:00

Me: You went and chose him over me. You went to all the troubles to drive him to JB. A-forty-minute-drive. You didn't even consider to drive for forty minutes to see me in KL.

HR: It's not forty minutes-

Me: Seriously? Seriously? That's the part you want to argue?

.Urgh!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-09-21T15:40:00.001+08:00

Jamuan Hari Raya SMKTIP

SCRATCH THAT!!

2011-09-21T14:55:00.001+08:00

I am officially number 3.

Midnight Blues

2011-09-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

I really don't know which is more hurtful,
being told that you are the number two in his life
or not having a number at all.

Of Monday Blues

2011-09-19T11:06:00.001+08:00

Why is it that I am at my poorest when I started working?
I have more money when I am studying.
Sigh~

Wordless Wednesday

2011-09-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

Oh, life!

He sighed.

2011-09-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

He's like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can't live without him now.
It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you.
Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun.

Of Trial Exam

2011-09-12T20:41:00.003+08:00

I have this bad syndrome ~

I am saying it is bad because it affect me real bad.

Whenever I am too immerse in reading one book, like totally engross with the book, I will be affected by the characters of the book so bad. So bad. So bad. Too emphatic~

So, I am careful with books I choose.

I know a few authors that can really pin down and melt my emotion with just one sentence. I usually avoid those when I am reading for happy-leisure-me-time.

Like right now I am supposed to start marking but I cant because I am reading this book that really tied me emotionally. And I am reading it for the second time.

WeeeeeekEND

2011-09-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Bawaku ke mana saja kau suka
Timur selatan barat atau utara
Dampingi aku selalu
You’ll be my Malaysian boy…
Malaysian boy…

They keep me young

2011-09-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

always.

By making me chase them around the class.
By allowing me to understand all the inside jokes.
By letting me yell at them when necessary.

By always making me laugh my heart out.

So, for these kids, apart from putting out the fire,

we can also either

delete

remove

or vanish

the fire.

Awesome, rite?

Wordless Wednesday

2011-09-07T11:12:00.001+08:00

Pearl

Gem

Of eyebags

2011-09-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

*During one of our usual late night phone conversations

HR: Dzeti... dzeti.. Dah tertidur ke?

ME: Haah. Sedap sangat dengar suara u..

HR: Itu yang I selalu tertidur tu, sedap sangat dengar suara I...

=)

Burping Bumblebees

2011-09-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm safe and sound in GM. Enjoying whatever's left for Eid Celebration. In GM.

Back at school, none of the kids completed their homework. Though I keep reminding them the work is for their own good (read: REMIND, not nag), they could not care less. Keep chanting to self, "It's Raya! Shouldn't blame them much."

On the postive side - less stuff for me to mark.

Received awesome news just now, my 5A7 is being combined with 5A6 due to so little number of students showing up. The best part is the class is using 5A6 schedule - meaning less class for me to teach. Weeehoo!!

Off to check out e-tukar~

Light and darkness

2011-09-04T10:22:00.004+08:00

it is not only hard to take care of those who do not care,

it is also hurtful

plain and simple

Tak rindu pun ~

2011-08-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

Eh, eh!!

Lama tak jumpa.. Dekat sebulan eh~~

Lenguh eh kena ikat?

p/s: I want a longer Ramadhan~

I only made one type of cookie.

2011-08-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today has proved that I have mature. I have becoming this better person. I can now survive even without those littlest thing. I have able to look at the bigger pictures. I am no longer feeling jealous over unimportant things. Or at least I manage not to show it. That much.

Ahhh.. Lies! Who am I kidding?

The least I can say is; I have forgiven thee. Clean slate, ok?

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, everyone!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-24T02:11:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch this

Breathe in, breathe out

2011-08-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

It is true that action speaks louder than words. You can say a gazzillion time that you are sorry but until you really change or repent, words remain mainly words.

It is like writing on the sand, it is not permanent and can easily be erased by the sea.

So, when you say it, you must mean it. And to prove that you mean it, do it. Act on it.

Just as the Malay saying goes, "Jika lembu dipegang pada talinya, manusia dipegang pada janjinya."

Sorry is just another five letters word.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

Aku ada. Ko ada?

p/s: Fokus kat MASA.
p/p/s: Kelantan cuti hari ni.

I ain't complaining

2011-08-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

It's definitely not fun when me and HR don't even share the same state to teach.
It's bad enough that we also don't share the same weekend. (Me on Thursday and Friday).
It's suckier that we have to teach in different session (Me - Morning & Him - Evening).

He's usually not awake enough whenever I go to school. By the time he's off school, he'll be to tired from his busy life in school (Read: Yelling and sreaming at kids).

But knowing others have even more dificult love life, I am embracing this.

Well, I ain't complaining.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

The only benefit of having students who smoke.

They can light up your birthday candles.

Buah Cempedak Di Luar Pagar Ambil Galah Tolong Jolokkan

2011-08-04T11:17:00.000+08:00

11.30ish pm

SaQinah : Nak pergi belah cempedak.
Me : Ko ni rajinlah. (Ikhlas puji - Sebab dia memang rajin)
SaQinah : Nak makan, kenalah rajin.

p/s: Kat GM, SaQinah memang hotstuff, ramai yang dah berkenan dan bertanya. Anda bila lagi?

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

One

Two

Three

Four

And what more can a girl say?

That's what she said

2011-08-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

I asked Saqinah whether her name is spelled with 'k' or 'q' , she said 'Q' , 'Q' as in "drama Queen", which what I usually associate her with. Well she is.

And I love her for that.

She makes me laugh with her dramas and her ability to nag. Oh, she is also the Queen of Nagging! Like one you would bow to. Totally.

She keeps me sane at times. (Only because she is more insane than I am).

So, the other day, as she was using the laptop on my table, she was saying, "How does it feel to work with a mirror in front of you?"

And she answered her own question which made me laugh, "Must feel like Dzeti!"

Saqinah, Felicia and Syaz
the ones who keep me happy here
at the no-fun land

Action speaks louder than word

2011-08-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

I don't want to promise it because if I didn't do it, you'll be mad at me..
So, I don't want to promise it.
-HR

And they say forever is not long enough.

Kuih Keria

2011-07-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa, everyone.

Smiles, Always Smiles.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-07-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

We made that colourful cupcakes!

Harry rides dragon, we ride seashell

2011-07-24T22:49:00.003+08:00

I don't quite know

How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Read the sign

2011-07-23T20:25:00.004+08:00

The other day I lose my cool. I actually use the word 'forbid' to HR.

It's so unlike me.

I'm supposed to be the cool girlfriend, youknow. We are supposed to have that cool laidback trusting relationship.

So, I called him back, telling him that I did not forbid him. I should not forbid him.

Who am I to forbid him right?

All those time, thinking that he would be mature enough to read the signs that me no longer forbiding him means that he should want to not to go.

I know it does not make sense.

And, of course, he cant read the sign.
And, ofcourse, he's not mature enough.

BEEN THERE DONE THAT

2011-07-12T23:23:00.001+08:00

going to school without bathing. checked.

Im that moster

2011-07-07T16:13:00.000+08:00

It is never easy being the one who is guarding the secret

Life is not a marshmallow either

2011-07-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

So the other day Felicia asked me, "What did the ever famous, handsome and romantic HR give you for your birthday?" And I told her like I wrote it my blog, "Love. Lotsa Love."

She then said,"Oh, I thought you were just being funny in the blog."

I shook my head violently. "I was being sarcastic!"

p/s: So, HR, where is my birthday gift? Where?

Life is definitely not a cookie

2011-07-05T18:38:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, during a Pendidikan Islam exam there was a student who ask me to read the jawi part of the question. I read it to her. She felt so amazed. Like finding a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow. I felt weird.

Yeah I can read that but not that I understand the meaning of the words in Arabic. It was a hadith by the way.

Then, she continued on pointing at Quranic verse for me to read. Innocently, I read it to her. She is even more amazed. She oohhh and awww. She even told her friends.

The friends were also gasping in disbelief.

It hit me.

Hampeh sungguh budak2 ni.. Weyh hampa ingat aku tak reti baca Quran ka wey?

Im high on eggs.

2011-07-03T16:16:00.002+08:00

Sometimes technology is just bad.

You have all these access to diverse communication technology.

And none is use to contact me.

Feel a lot worse.

It is hard NOT to treat 17 years old like kids when they keep acting like one.

2011-06-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

.

Grow up.

Just Grow up.

.

Tadaaaa.. Dengan Ini Aku Merasmikan Kerusi dan Meja Baru.

2011-06-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

Thanks to those who commented on my previous post. Some through blog itself, some FB, some just through words of mouth.

Yes, I bought a table, a shelf and a chair for myself for my birthday. This is what my current room looks like. My room smells 'shop-like' with all the new things. Hehehe

Mind the tangled wyres. They are there for a reason.

Most of the stuff that you can see on my table/shelf/wall are gifts from students. Like the frame, the flowers, the pop-up cards (i dun think you can see them), the teddy and etc.

That's my i-Pod dock. A gift from HR. For our fifth year anniversary last March. Later, I'll try and post some of the pictures of the pop-up cards, no? When I feel like it that's it.

What did HR give to me on my birthday?
Love. Lotsa love. And more love.

OH YES I AM WORKING ON SUNDAY

2011-06-26T15:51:00.003+08:00

I don't know which is worse;
teachers who did not attend assembly and stayed in the staff room
or
teachers who did not attend assembly and ate at the canteen.

And they yelled and nagged at the students who do the same thing.

Happy Birthday to me.

2011-06-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

It is between lying or giving false hope.

try to choose between the two evil?

Pop-up Card

2011-06-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes being an English teacher in Gua Musang can be dreadful. However, yesterday proved to be something different. Out of ideas finding ideas to teach the young learners, we did a word search puzzle (Thanks Felicia!) on birthday celebration.

After I yada,yada,yada about vocabulary around birthday and celebration, I taught the kids to do pop-up cards (Thanks Felicia!). My earlier plan is to teach them how to do invitation card for their birthday party.

I changed the idea to making a birthday card for me!

Yes, me!

I know! Vain, right?

That is one of the perks of being a teacher - forcing students to create a birthday card for you! A pop-up card summore.

So, this Thursday, I am expecting at least 30 cards.

So ponder upon this my dear friends who are architects and lawyers with huge salary, "Ko ade?"

How to attract your students' attention in your lesson.

2011-06-20T14:27:00.003+08:00

I fell. In the f5 classroom. With 26 pairs of eyes watching me. During the first period.
Dem it!
I fell.
Dem you sexxay shoes.

I am stuck. Here.

2011-06-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

I am torn.

Between buying nice (probably expensive) furniture or not.

The dilemma is I don't want to be staying here. For long. So, I dont think a nice furniture is neccessariy. But I do need it to make life easier. But, buying one highly likely suggesting that I will be staying here long. It's like proving that I will be staying long. Blergh, I am not making any sense.

All my current furnitures are simple and cheap. And if I have to move like rightaway, I can just move with my MyVi. No need to bring the cheap bed that makes noises everytime I move, the RM30 wardrobe closet that always terbalik due to being too heavy, the boxes that been keeping my extra stuff. Those stuff are just enough for me who wants to stay for a short period of time. Meaning I can just either dump the stuff or leave it behind.

BTW, spesifcally now I need a table and a chair. I need them to do my work. To do my notes. To mark the books and papers. To put my laptop. To put stationary. To be more comfortable.

So, how about it?

gigly giggles

2011-06-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

Mama : Abah ada kat Kelantan ni.
Me : Eh, yeke? Kat mana? (All excited)
Mama : Takkan kat Gua Musang kot. Gua Musang apa ada!!
Me : Dang! (Hati pecah)

cepat habiskan puasa ganti kawan-kawan, Ramadhan dah tak lama.

2011-06-13T22:58:00.004+08:00

I was never into jazz music. I think it's a bit too 'sexual'. My brother even called jazz music to be the seducing music, usually played when one wants to invite the date up to the house.

me during jazz festival in Auckland

Anyway, in support of Malaysian music industry, I bought Najwa's album. Urm, HR bought it for me actually (after I persuaded him to belanja me). I love it. Love! Love! Despite the jazzy music. And there are songs with the element of seducing music, usually played when one wants to invite the date up to the house.

Not in the lyrics. Just the music.

On the other note, my friends claimed that I'm turning too patriotic since I live in GM. Just because I've been buying albums from Malaysian artists and loving Malaysia movies.

What? I can't deny that KL Gangster is awesome. It is! Shamsul is so hottt!!

At least I did not watch Nur Kasih, (you know who you are!).

This is what I learned fromm my more than two weeks holiday

2011-06-12T06:36:00.000+08:00

It is not where you are.
It is who you are with.

I love him, sometimes

2011-06-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

I was on the phone with my younger brother. Laughing and talking aimlessly.

Me : Ayeh, habaq kat kawan Ayeh tuh suara dia tak sedap. Takyah la dok nyanyi.
Arif: Train la.
Me: Huh? Dalam train? Hang pi mana?
Arif: Tak la. Train. Band la. Ayeh pasang iPod. (Laughing)
Me: Dang!

I should trust my brother rite? It's just that I adore Train's singer. He has such an awesome seductive voice. Not like that.

I should trust him.

He had such quiet eyes

2011-05-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

Today, I told my f5 boys that;

If they could not put up with the heat, don't play with the fire.

Yeah, those boys who keep complaining about their girlfriend/love issues.

If they don't want to put up with the girls' gedixxness, as they usually complain, don't have girlfriends. To which they reply, "Nak girlfriend teacher!"

Ahh, korang memang gatal!

virus

2011-05-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

-Christina Perry-

heart and soul

2011-05-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

Life is about choices.
While we don't always agree on something and argue about stuff,
I win anyway.
That's the way it is.

We are different is all sort of way.

But I think that's what keep us stronger.

Life is about who your friends are.
So far, I have the bestest friends ever.

In and outside the picture.

I miss us girls.

p/s: LDR is not meant for everyone.

free fall

2011-05-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

Text messages between me and Sepu.

Sepu: Ko jadi datang ke?
Me : Yup. Otw. Bru ja gerak. Berdua je. Felicia tak jadi ikot. Ngan kawan lelaki aku.
Sepu: Kawan lelaki kalau dalam english boy friend kan? haha

p/s : I had a great time with my male friends. They're just awesome!
p/p/s: I'm so sorry about your watch.

woman he loved before me

2011-05-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

Aku tahu sebelum ni aku mintak mesin basuh.

Itu masa musim asyik hujan.

Sekarang musim asyik panas pulak.

Aku nak tukar kepada kipas angin duduk. Sebenarnya, kalau boleh nak aircond terus. Tapi macam rasa tak mampu nak bayar bil elektrik pulak. Jadi, I'd settled for kipas angin duduk. Boleh?

one beautiful cupcake for myself

2011-05-16T23:40:00.004+08:00

they asked me; why teaching? why become a teacher? surviving these days with teacher's salary?

yup, all with that sceptical look and judging glance.

it's all about priorities. yes, i would love to live in a huge bungalow, wear couture, drive expensive car, dine in cute cafes and extravagant restaurants. yes all those would make me happy.

but i also love laughing at form 1s silliy jokes. listening to their views of the world and how they perceive the adults around them. absolutely love chasing the form 2s around the class. giving disapproving look to the f5s who smoke. giving advice to those who seeks and also to those who does not seek for it. being the love doctor (apart from real doctor who treat from simple cuts to major cramps). always thinking about others before me.

this job, it keeps you young. running about with them. laughing till the tears come out. these are the days when the biggest problem is boyfriend/girlfriend issues.

have i mentioned the long holidays?

Happy Teacher's Day, lovelies!!

p/s: it's so cool when you can inspired someone.

Of Female and Cleo

2011-05-14T13:32:00.000+08:00

I bought a magazine yesterday. It had been awhile since I buy one. I haven't finish flicking through the magazine yet when this sudden feeling hit me.

I miss browsing magazines with my friends.

Flicking through the pages together. Exchanging the magazines from room to room. Comparing what accessories we like and laugh together at the silliness of the models. Then, we will mark pages that we like, go to suggested hangout places, answer the quizzes and also examine the articles so very closely and relate them to our life.

It was the best time.

Now, even if I wanted to buy stuff in the magazine, it has to wait. Wait till I'm back in KL.

It is too depressing to read the magazine. Dang!

On the plus side, I am saving money. (NotthatIreceivedmypayyet.)

p/s: I just find out that Blake Lively is the model for Chanel. Am I that outdated?

blue blue sky

2011-05-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

It's the exam week for my school. For the form 5 at least. And i have finished two of the ink of my red pens.

Dang~ That many.

p/s: I have been found.

Hoping that forever will never ends

2011-05-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

She is always worried about me.Sometimes, a tad too much. She would advise me by saying, "Jangan dok galak sangat kat tempat orang. Jaga diri baik-baik." She never forget important dates. She would sacrifice so much for me. Her favourite phrase would be, "Aku masa besaq hang ni, mak aku balik rumah suap nasi ja." To which we would love to laugh together.

She who would stop and eat durian in the middle of nowhere.

She who is my inspiration. Always and forever.

Happy Mother's Day, mama!!!
I love you to bits and pieces.

miss me much?

2011-05-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

Quote of the year (and years to come if I continued becoming a teacher)

"Kita hanya boleh membawa lembu kepada air tetapi tak boleh memaksanya meminum air itu."

p/s: Yes, I liken the stubborn students to cows.

well spent

2011-04-08T18:58:00.005+08:00

I would pay a lot of money to spend time with my loved ones. Which I did. Even for a short while.

And I spend it with eating and watching movies.

One of it is this one. Which is so awesome.

I love the movie. But I don't like Jake Gyllenhaal.

It made you think. Love it.

I love my weekend~

All the rainbows of the world

2011-03-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

My current wishlist.

A washing machine.
A dryer.
A place to put both items.

I haven't been able to dream big these days. For now, if I have the three items I am the happiest girl in Gua Musang.

I don't even need Astro.

Oh, you might think I would prefer a buttload of cash and send all my clothes to a laundrette. I tell you, if only GM has a laundrette.

p/s: It has been raining and raining. I can't wash my pile of clothes.
p/p/s: It also might have to do with me being lazy-arse.