Read the sign

The other day I lose my cool. I actually use the word 'forbid' to HR.

It's so unlike me.

I'm supposed to be the cool girlfriend, youknow. We are supposed to have that cool laidback trusting relationship.

So, I called him back, telling him that I did not forbid him. I should not forbid him.

Who am I to forbid him right?

All those time, thinking that he would be mature enough to read the signs that me no longer forbiding him means that he should want to not to go.

I know it does not make sense.

And, of course, he cant read the sign.
And, ofcourse, he's not mature enough.