Bazinga!

I am so into TV Shows. Thats no secret.

Right now, I am on The Big Bang Theory re-run. I know the season is currently 12 but I am still on Season 11 and loving it.

I once asked HR, which couple are we?

Me expecting to be like Leonard-Penny coz she is pretty and I am pretty too.. (Don't judge!)

His answer totally surprise me. According to him, we are Bernadette and Howard. And it is because I am tiny yet loud.

Life update ~

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Just TV series that I am into nowadays.

• How To Get Away With Murder -Suspense. Dramatic. Out of the mind. Hot. Hot guys. Steaming.Very recommended.  4/5 stars.
• GOT - Do? I? Need? To? Elaborate? 5/5 stars. But I do feel this new season is quite fast. I mean one second they are in Winterfell another blink they are already in Dragonkeep. Though, have I mentioned DRAGONS?
• Riverdale - Team Jughead. Enuf said. 4.5/5 stars.
• Narcos - I just started watching it. 4  episodes so far. For me, it is just series I watched to kill time. I'm not into stories with subtitles. Or drugs. Unrelatable to me. Like Breaking Bad (HR is gonna kill me if I admit that story sucks!)
• OITNB - Too many women. Too much drama. Not my thing. I did watch the whole first season. 2/5 stars.
• Suits - Haven't start this season yet.
• Modern Family - Happiness. Pure jolly good time for me.
• TBBT - Raj Kootrapalli FTW!!!!!!!

up-to-date

Well, I am currently re-watching Gilmore Girls.

I wanna say re-watching because it seemed cooler. Way way cooler but honestly it is my first time. It is only only because HR persuaded me (read: forced). He was ballistic when he found out I haven't watch the series yet. His favourite series when he was younger. Not all he talks about is Littlefinger and the Starks.

Anyhow, I'm hooked. But only because of Jess, but he is no longer around after the first few seasons. I'm definitely rooting for him and  waiting for him. 

#notteamDean

Suits

To balance my fondness of Malay Dramas, I, too watch English Series. 

Currently, HIMYM has ended. I hate the ending. I hate.. I despise.. I feel enraged..

I am team Robin and Barney. Always and Forever.

Moving on.

Now, I am watching Suits. I absolutely love the intense drama and smart awesome counter moves by each party. It somehow makes me feel smarter. Lol.

HR however always needs extra time to digest stuff especially with whatever the female is doing especially Rachel because he hates Rachel with guts. Whenever Rachel does something he will always ask me the logic, the reasoning behind how women's brain works. 

Totally, Men From Mars and Women From Venus situation. 

At the end of the day, he will oooh.. and aaah.. But somehow he still hate Rachel.

One simple example is when Rachel said something like, "I will support whatever decision you make but I will not give anything concerning my opinion," upon Mike Ross, the boyfriend making decision on a job offer.

Hisyam does not understand why can’t she just say her opinion. He was just asking for her opinion and he might not use the said opinion.

This is because, once you asked, and once you answered, it will become real. What she wants. 

Mike Ross knows what she wants. She knows what she wants. But saying it will make it real. And if happens that he does not do what she wants, hearts will be broken. 

I don't know how to explain better, I think it is true men and women think differently. With different logic.

Both are smart in their own way.

As Scottie said to Harvey, "Have Donna explain your feelings for you?" when Harvey came to apologise. Harvey needs someone like Donna to peel each layer of his feelings (ego, huh!)

p/s: Hisyam always said, "There's the right way and there's Hisyam's way!" whenever I tried to tell him to do stuff.

I never really like Twitter

I think it is too short for me to write.

I like to explain stuff.. I like sharing stories. Happy stories. Sweet memories. I like making people happy. I like teaching. From my mistakes. From my errors. I like being inspiration to others. Above all, I like being right. 

Who doesn't?

After a long hiatus from writing, I turn to TV watching. 

I absolutely love watching English TV Series and being obsessed with all the characters, Claire Dunphy (Modern Family), Chuck Bass (GG), Blair Waldorf (GG), Sucre (Prison Break), Brooke Davis (OTH) and others. 

Due to some sorta technical glitch I now have to endure MALAY TV Series. Which day by day I grew accustomed too. I now need to know the ending of the story. Need to know who is the victim (it is usually very easy). I need to know what other cheesy name can their characters be, Fira Ayuni, Luna Najwa etc. I am know always with laptop in front of my (newly-finally-off-debt) TV.

If HR is around, he will always yapping about the flaws. Which I notice and I choose to ignore. It also means I have to ignore HR non-stop blabbing as well. That I can do too easily. Hahaha.

So, until one point HR just banned me from watching those dramas.

He claimed that I am turning into those characters that I watched. I am being overly dramatic. When I gossiped, I am so Joyah, in fact too Joyah. When I am mad, I turned to the most hideous strict step-mother a Malay drama can ever have.When I am too nice, even that Jannah seemed gediks.

And being a good wifey that I am, I stop. 

I feel free now. To be myself. 

Thank HR for keeping up with me.

It was only the after four days of downloading GG, I got to watch it.

That is how busy I am.

I downloaded Gossip Girl on Monday night, and I only managed to steal sometime tonight. I've been superduper busy and honestly, I like it.

I had been receiving and entertaining many guests.

Now, I'm off to be someone else's guest.

p/s: Gossip Girl is very important to me, ok.

Bittery taste

I've always love Brooke Davies. She has a special place in my heart. She inspired me. Not Sophia Bush, just Brooke.

She's the only reason why I keep watching OTH as the series get suckier day by day. I keep on downloading and bearing with all the new faces.

I am crazy like that. Over-fixated on tv series character.

Latest episode of OTH, Brooke died, well almost. I cried. Like sobbing with tears. And puffy eyes.

Arif was like,"Kak, ok tak ni?", while looking at me all red-eyed. I know he wanted to laugh at me. But he couldn't because he was genuinely worried looking at me.

Oh, Brooke, please don't die.

Of Tortilla Wrap and Tyra Banks

I'm loving my new lifestyle. The one that I abide to my alarm clocks. It never work before. But nowadays I can find myself reaching out to the alarm and shut it off, take few turns in my lovely duvet and opened my eyes slowly. Especialy time sahur. No one has to kejut me anymore.


I am used to wake up at 4.30ish for my sahur. Hang awhile before Subuh prayers around 5.15ish and only then slowly drifted back to dreamland or just watch stuff on laptop until next agenda on the list.

At 4.30am, TV2 provides Trya Shows. Which is not my favourite thing in the world, but cool enough. As I munch my food, I just nod along with whatever topic she discuss. Some are interesting and some are just lauhing materials to accompany me eating.

Interestingly today, as I flick my TV on, Tyra shows just ended (at 4.28ish). I thought maybe Tyra Show is back to back. To my surprise, it is NOT!

4.30am today, TV2 shows some bible theme story. I was furious. Haish. Bosan betol.

I just listen to this guy preaching about the fifth or was it sixth commandment : Respect your parents. Nasib baikla tajuknya menarik. I just watch here and there. It discusses about the length of how and why you should respect your parents, nothing that I don't know.

Luckily, my sahur meal was delicious. Tortilla wrap. A bit cold as it was prepared around 9.00pm last night. With hot hot nescafe. I got the perfect meal while I continue flicking the channel to find more cool stuff to watch.




I decided to blog to avoid from sleeping before Subuh. Which I succeded. Baru je azan Subuh. YES!

Off to my prayer.

It's a curse I never wish on my enemy

Been watching re-run of Gossip Girls.
Just occupying time.

Really love Dorota's character.
She is so cute.
I laughed everytime

After Blair mentioned about Chuck and their bet

Watak yang tetap maintain




Cun kan?

Loving Spring Season

I am currently in love with the Big Bang Theory series.
Definitely made my nyte.

Oh, on that note, bye bye Barney.

p/s: I think their theme song is unique.

Wheel of Fortune

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When I arrived at my mother's apartment complex, I was greeted by the disconcerting sight of a fire truck parked outside. There was no sign of smoke, and the firefighters didn't seem worried. Still, I asked one, "Is it safe to go inside? I'm a little wary of entering a building when the fire truck's lights are on."

"Don't worry about it," he said. "We do it all the time."

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Rasa sedikit berbangga kerana ramai yang tonton HIMYM. Oh, perasaan ini timbul kerana kerana aku rasa aku yang mengajar mereka semua-semua itu. Biarla aku nak perasan. Sebab penat woo aku download. Kasik la kredit sket. Korang hanya tonton saja.

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I really like reading this blog. Superb.

Played taboo for one whole day

Just finished watching Brothers and Sisters. Flicked off the television. Decided that people with problems and issues can be very selfish and self-centered. Or is it the same thing?

Chuck & Blair

I have not narrate my last Easter Break holiday yet. I have been wanting too. But I always been able to deflect myself. I am now able to take deeper breath since most of the tv series has ended. All with good ending except for one, House. Deym u Gregory House, always keeping it suspense. I am trying to keep myself from hooking to other tv series vortex.

Oh, Hisyam has been suck to Facebook vortex. At times, when glance at his laptop screen, is Facebook site.

So, last Easter, me, HR, Farah & Aliff went up north to Cape Reinga and surrounding. We actually made lotsa stop, which I am so lazy to recall. I'll just paste some photos then.

Sapa sangka ada terowong di NZ?

menawan bukit sambil main golf

Crocodile Hunter Lady

Bird Hunter Lady
memang serba boleh lah

Small Delicious Picnic

Sandboarding

Serba boleh tak?

At this point, my camera was out of battery.
HR's full with sand.
Other photos from Farah's camera is with HR.

Back in Auckland.
Sejuk. Gembira.

Makan. Bergambar.

Overall, the trip was fun. It was rather cheap and short. I wanted to go somewhere despite my economical state at hazardous level.

Anak Mama yang Gagah

Got the L word from Yati last week. Went to her place at night for the sole purpose of that tv series. Oh yeah, I also want to check out her crib. Which is nicely decorated.

As I reached her place, she was kinda shocked seeing me alone. She kept repeating, "Gagah la Dzeti. Datang sorang je malam2". It's kinda funny that she used the word 'gagah'.

I kept saying, it's not a big deal. Our house is like a five minute journey. Volt - Princeton is not that far stretch. She was really amazed by my courage. Walking at night alone. Biking around Auckland to get to work. And some other stuff that I did alone.

Her remarks made me think.

Oh, I am a gagah woman. I do can live outrageously as I pleased. I am able to get around the city on my own term. Good for me.

One of my mother advices comes to mind. I think, she said it when one of my brothers was terribly ill and my father was still at work (note: this happened in the middle of the night). She droves us to a 24 hour clinic. (I am my mother's sidekick. I will always follow her). She keep saying, learn how to drive. So that if I ever face an emergency and no one's around (referring to my workaholic future husband), I can attend to the matter myself. Just like this one, your son need medical help and your husband is at work.

I can say, I am proud of who I have become with my mother's blessings. I am a good driver who sometime has misfortunes like side parking, small space to park or red light at the edge of a high cliff.

Oh, Mother's Day will come soon. What surprise shall I do this time?

New Addiction

I have been hooked up to Shortland Street for quite awhile. It's a New Zealand soap opera that has been going on for 15 years. The series is on every day on weekdays and I am on that couch everyday too.

Its a drama set in a hospital on Shortland Street supposedly in Auckland Central. Every staff in that hospital is related to one another. That nurse is another doctor's mother or three sisters working in the same hospitals. Husband and wife team up in saving life.

I'm loving it.

What ever happen to Dawson's Creek's hero?

One of HR's gifts for me on my 21st birthday was Dawson's Creek DVD box set of the two earlier seasons. I watched it non-top with Ain and we fell in love with Joshua Jackson playing Pacey's character. He is the bad boy but romantic inside and protective towrds girlfreind.

The series is one of the pioneer of tv series about loveydovey and teen's stuff. Kalo tgk nowadays, mmg lame gile la.

Oh, I always wonder whatever happen to the main character of the series., w know where Katie Holmes is, so what happen to James Van Der Beek who played Dawson in Dawson's Creek.

So, within these two days, he muncul in my laptop twice. Once, smalam when I was watching How I Met Your Mother S2 as RObin's ex-crush. And today, in One Tree Hill S6 as screenwriter utk filem Lucas Scott.

Now I know where he is.

He is still not handsome to me.



~paperheart~

hati tertawan

pikah telah berjaya mempengaruhi aku untuk tonton coffee prince. drama bersiri korea yang sangat panjang dan memeningkan. tapi mereka semua sangat comel dan jambu. baru ku tau, kejambuan ini yang hijrah suka rupanye!! patutla ~

it started off just as she just relaxing herself after a hard day work with her laptop and her korean drama in the living room. with her cooking and me just loitering around her longing for human companion. as she cooks, (i ate and) i watch it with her and asking this and that. ~ who is this guy? why is he like that? wow, such a long leg. lengchai a~

esok2 nya, aku yang semak nak switch on laptop beliau. (ketika beliau di tempat kerja) nak tgk lelaki itu dan perempuan itu. drama korea yang panjang dan memeningkan itu.

damn~ aku telah addicted.

~paperheart~

Ladies that I adore *part 2*

Addison Montgomery-Shepherd

This woman is bombastic. She has brain, look, confidence. I particularly like her red hair. She slept with the husband's best friend (not good) but that’s only because she felt that her hubby is ‘absent’. She fought for her marriage and stick by Derek through the torture (Meredith) Derek gave her. She was not mad or showed her jealousness at Meredith, which I personally think is hard and only one tough bitch can go thru. She never mistreated Meredith. She is one respectable and superb doctor. And I adore her courage.

it's never GREY in L.A.

~paperheart~

Ladies that I adore *part 1*

Brooke Davis

She is the girl I wanna grow up as. Naïve, tough and only see the kindness in people. She believes in people and she strives for what she believes in. Her heart is pure. She appreciates friendship. Despite all the things that Peyton and Lucas did face to face ( or behind her back), she still forgive them. She is not particularly smart but she has the aura to make people around her happy. She is people person and she rocks!! She is totally dependable.

"the boy i love, protected the girl i love"
" I dont know what hurts the most; you and lucas sneaking around behind my back, or you lying about it to my face!"
"Girls--they just want someone to want them back"
"sometimes people play hard to get to make sure that the other person's feelings are real"
"This is all turning into one big love...rectangle-plus-one, whatever that is."
"The truth is, I don't really like to think about college. Cause that means high school's over.
After graduation, everyone will probably go play basketball. Or sing or start record labels, -and I'll have to start all over. Alone. I'm sure I'll be fine. But like I said, I don't like to think about it."

~paperheart~

pilot episode

i mean seriously, finally im here. in blogspot. not that i really wannabe here (hope fatin is happy with the blog), but friendster's blog has changed, been upgraded. i dun quite understand how to use it anymore. so i move myself to blogspot.
so if u noticed, the blog heading is no longer any biji benih, but it's about food. CUPCAKE~
see, i have grow up. but instead of being more mature, i become more happy and accepting. now, i like to bake and cook.
the title of this post is pilot, like any new tv series would start. oh yes, im a tv series freak. and im always hot for the bad guys. or the not so main character of the tv series.
i guess that's all for the beginning.

~paperheart~